Launching this project has been, simply put... amazing. Every free moment I have, I spend drawing art for my next project, reading tarot online, or creating the next steps to my five year plan. I'm exhausted every day and I haven't been this thrilled in ages. Truly, it feels so wonderful. I wanted to show … Continue reading Living Color Tarot pt.2 →

Hello Beautiful People! I am over the moon to announce that my tarot deck Living Color Tarot went live today! It has been a labor of love for the last seven months... wait, 9. It's been a labor of love for the last 9 months of my life! I've made a full 78 card deck … Continue reading Living Color Tarot →

For the last three months I've logged into this account nearly every day. Countless times I've opened a new document to write a post. To let the void know of the ups and downs in life. To look for something inspirational to share. And every time, I closed it. Maybe I wrote a few words … Continue reading On The Last 3 Months →

How is October nearly over already? I can't decide my feelings on this moot point. Either way, we are officially in full swing of the spooky season. I failed miserably at watching 31 Halloween movies. But I did manage to consume the Halloweentown Movies as well as Adams Family and several episodes of the Simpsons … Continue reading Updates on life circa 78 →

This has been one of the most challenging years for most of the people I know. I don't have to explain all the reasons that 2020 blows chunks. However, I hate viewing the world through this lens all the time. No matter how much it's justified, and boy is it justified, I still don't like … Continue reading On Finding The Positives →

For the first time in six months, I feel genuinely good. I feel positive about who I am and where I am emotionally. I feel comfortable in my own skin again. I don't feel stuck in my head. Dare I say, I feel a bit of peace. The good side of being human. I don't … Continue reading On Feeling Human →

I talk a big gameAnd I am trying to healI want to know What it is you feelI miss you in the morningAnd when I close my eyesI miss you when I want to laughAnd when I want to cryYou never told meNot a single timeFeelings always scared youSo you cut and run just fucking … Continue reading What It Is You Feel →

I just finished my first intense workout since the breakup. There are moments when I'm floored that any time has passed at all. Then there was that workout where it feels as if I'm finding my heartbeat again. I'm sweaty and gross, and I'm going to pop into the shower next. But I really just … Continue reading On Moving Forward →

I've been angry at the world. Not just a few months of anger watching my life embody the tower forever falling, but a lifetime of grievances. I'm exhausted both mentally and emotionally. I'm mad at people; I'm mad at situations; I'm mad at all the things which find their base in ego and selfishness. Most … Continue reading I am Making a Tarot Deck →

I wrote a thing a while back in the wee parts of 2019. I'm going to include it below. As I reread this piece, I was struck by how much it still felt like my truth. I guess no matter how much I change over the years, the heart of who I am and my … Continue reading On Fate vs Destiny Part 2 →