I am okay

I am okay
I am not great or soaring or crying or free falling
Waiting to hit the ground again and again
Fresh bruises on my heart
I am okay
I am not day dreaming or wondering why
Itching at questions that never change the world
My view is the same either way
I am okay
I am not haunted by a ghost of what may
Always wondering what changed
When I stopped being enough
I am okay
I am thinking ahead and looking at my future come what may
Making plans for the person I am, not the person you wanted
Free spirited me
I am okay
I am thinking about all the potential my future holds without you
Parts of me you didn’t want to know that someone else will cherish
My family, my friends, my soul
I am okay
I am thinking about how life is but one large lesson to be experienced
The regrets I have aren’t on you to bear or wear as badge
They belong to my past, one you were not privy to
I am okay
I am strong
I am magic
I am love
I am compassion
I am beautiful
I am my best me and that is all my own doing.
I. Am. Okay.

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